Our perception of life

Isn't it just crazy how we take advantage of life, how we take advantage of time, and how we take advantage of the memories we make? I literally sit here at the end of the day thinking back to the beginning of today and wish to relive that day over and over and over but reality is you can't and you've got to make the best of each moment. I really don't know what I'm saying man but having a child really changes things in many ways. Your perception of life, your values of life, your understanding of life, and the time we have.... I look at pictures from just today and I get emotional, I get frustrated, I get happy, and I get to thinking, "how can I not make these moments everyday?" Life is absolutely a short-lived life and honestly I believe most wait until their 50s 60s 70s ( I also could be absolutely wrong) before they look at the past and wish things could have been different. I absolutely don't wish things to be different but I do wish things could be better not only for myself, but for my son! Time is short and I want to make the time that I have with my son count as well as a building block to bigger and better things for him...... "love the life you have and love those that are in your life because one day you'll look back on your life and only wish!"

The decisions that make or break us!

The decisions that make or break us! Life is such an amazing thing, we have so many directions we can chose, and we have so many decisions we can chose from! I fear change but I absolutely love change, what I fear about change is the end results!

Good morning

Don't have much to write cause I'm going to work in a few minutes but I just want everyone to know, "you can do it!" don't every just settle for what is, push yourself to live out your dreams and if not for you do it for your offspring..... To many of us just go with the flow, never really giving the time too stop and observe our own situation........ The human race is full of fascinating specimens, but we never give ourselves the true belief that we can do it! Most the time we hope and pray but that's never enough, We have the push and pull to get what we truly desire....... I am now 30 and barley figuring that out, I have amazing potential but I've always let fear get in the way (excuses!) I've removed all the poisons in my life such as, drugs, alcohol, negativity, doubt, disbelief, baby mama, my own mama, past family issues, and many more! I honestly still struggle with these things but every step I take, the closer I get to letting these things go..... I am my own disaster and accomplishments, now it's time to figure out the journey I want to take! Both are very exhausting but one has an amazing reward and that's the belief in myself and those surrounded by me

PLF (Peace Love Forgiveness): First day out attempting to spread WWG

PLF (Peace Love Forgiveness): First day out attempting to spread WWG: I've realized that I need to care about the people I meet and not look at them as another #... of course i'm not gonna relate too everyone I talk to but at lease if I talk to 10 people a day I'm bound to found 1 that I relate too

First day out attempting to spread WWG

So, this first day out attempting too get my company known went "boooooo!" It's all good, "if at first you don't succeed try,try, & try again!"  I fully didn't give it my all, and I fully thought it was gonna be a piece of cake...... "I totally learn that the hard way!" I came up with every negative thing that could have gone wrong and froze up when attempting too talk to people about my company. I also didn't build much rapport with the two families I talk with for a minute..... Talked a little about our young ones, and jumped right into talking about WWG & Amway and that left me, (dust in the wind!) I believe I've figured out my issue and now I need too conquer it...... "Just talking to people is what I need to do and maybe just focus on building rapport and figuring out if anyone I talk to is really the person I wanna offer this life changing opportunity." One thing I believe is my focus when talking to people is, change and a better life for themselves and there family...... I know I can do this, and now I just need to build on my skills by learning from others (YouTube & mentors) while letting go of the fear of rejection....... I love writing and I love learning from my mistakes, but I need to remember that all of this is for me but honestly, "It is deeply important I succeed for my son!" I love writing and never will stop, I believe me expressing my life may help others build a stronger life for themselves..

I've officially lunched with Worldwide group

I am now officially an IBO (independent business owner) It's nice to know I'm steering down every Avenue too figure out a better life for Rj and I...... Change is not something I fear, but failure is!  I've done it all and I've failed a lot of it but I honestly believe most was cause I just wasn't ready..... I wasn't ready too handle the money, I wasn't ready to handle the responsibility, and I wasn't ready to handle the mental or physical part of whatever I was attempting too achieve but now I know what success takes and that's a strong heart, a clean mind, and mature attitude...... With those three things I believe I have a better chance of bettering our lives then ever before! If you have never heard of #amway or #worldwidegroup check them out it's an opportunity that could make Financial Freedom a reality and that one thing every loving parent wishes, (too be home and with their children for more then 3 hours a day.) "I WANT TO RAISE MY SON, AND NOT FOR THE 4 HOURS AFTER WORK!" Anything is possible, and I will never stop believing that cause that's the attitude I want to bestow upon my son........ "This totally is a hype talk, but I'm also look for others with this attitude and drive!" Things may be rough, but there will always be a light at the end of any dark tunnel you just have too truly believe and love yourself.......

Life is a drug!

Can you believe just a few months ago I was living my life around substance instead of passion........ I don't know if everyone can understand that but I know there are a few of you out there..... I've always lived my life off of emotion and imagination but that will absolutely get you No where... (As a child that may have got me many things, but as a adult that will do nothing but keep you down.)    "maybe not keep you down, but it won't take you far!" I've figured out that my positive attitude and abundance of energy is actually a good thing if I can direct that towards change not only for myself but those that I surround myself with..... I've always, (until these last couple month have been trying too find acceptance from others, but I need to be finding that within myself.) I don't think I've find it 100% but I know Im absolutely moving in the right direction and towards a big change in my son and I life.... I want to be successful, but not for money, not for fame, not for power, but to prove to myself and those I call family, "change can come from anyone, it just takes hard work and determination." I may not be successful right this second but I know it's coming... I believe I'm an extremely open minded person and I believe that too be a good thing....... I live my life with an attitude, "No matter what you do, if you want it bad enough you can achieve it!" In the past I would say that last statement but I truly didn't believe, that's cause I've attempted many things in my life  and out of most of those, (I've failed!) I've been reading/listening too a few different books/people and you have too fail many times before you become successful..... A lot of what I write is not too better myself, but I hope that anyone that reads these can find the strength with-in themselves too love and believe in themselves..... Life is absolutely too short and we waste many years blinded by things that actually don't matter and once we realize that, (it's never too late, but it becomes a long time wasted.) I truly do love every person out there with a kind heart and soul and does what they can too succeed for themselves and those that follow in there foot steps...... I know this will only reach so many people, but those it does reach I hope it brings a little insight into your life...