well, i haven't done a blog in a while and i really don't know where to start......
This journey to Cali has been a crazy one so far.......
Nothings really going how I saw it,
but im her,
I still have my health,
my happiness AND the drive to be the best!
I really came alone way with my music and the inspiration to be the best.....
I just hope in time the drive, the motivation, and the ability to express my mind will pay off.....
so, when i first got out her it was OGk and two inspiring fami......
But as time went on the two inspiring fami lead too one and from one lead to OGk and his red truck!
Once the "crew" had left my drive to build new track's and create my style came more to life then ever.... not saying they were my down fall just easier to do thing's when you don't have others relying on you...... honestly, they may have not have felt that way but that's how i saw it......
Now, im parked behind the studio I, "So called, work at!" AND THE REASON FOR THE "SO CALLED" IS, i sure in the hell don't get paid, i don't record, and i don't do much but seat on my ass using the internet as I watch/learn.......... i've gotten a small idea of how to us the software that create's the tracks you her on the radio...... (logic,pro-tool,garage band and right now im trying to use IMOVIE to create my first music video) but will see........
It's funny cause where im parked is in a neighborhood and im pretty sure by now the whole hood knows they got a bum living on their street's but because of how it looks as though im barely 18 they just let it go and help me out from time to time.... the only down fall is, there's this freakin bird in this one house that just never shut's up and from time to time at night i have to deal with this damn bird until about 3am and man do i wish i had a bebe-gun.. hahahhaha, j/k
but, i keep meeting really interesting people that i do music with or want to do music with, and right now i'd do music with anyone just to get me some damn studio time...... i mean, i met this one dude at this joint i performed at a few weeks ago and we threw down a few tracks at the bus stop as i waited for the bus, "bus stop stranger" but, i haven't seen him since......... then on the train a few night's ago i ran into another cat that said my shit has meaning and wanted to work with me but............. yep! haven't heard shit back from him and yesterday i was chillin at starbucks and i guess these dude's over looked me working on a few of my tracks and want to work with me but will see.... seem's as though everyone is nothing but talk..... and that's fine with me cause i don't get my hopes up with anyone any more...... if you want to help, much love but honestly i'll get to the top on my own........ I do want to THANK EVERYONE THAT'S HAD MY BACK AND IS THERE TO SUPPORT ME CAUSE HONESTLY AND I MEAN THIS 100% I COULDN'T DO ANY OF THIS WITH OUT MY FACEBOOK FRIEND'S, YOUTUBE FRIEND'S, AND ALL THE OTHER SITE'S WITH THE PEEP'S GIVING REAL FEED BACK.. NO MATTER POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE..
I THANK YOU AND I PROMISE TO NEVER GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS.............. I WILL MAKE THIS MUSIC COME TRUE AND IF YOU, MY FAMILY, THE PEOPLE SEATING RIGHT NEXT TO ME DON'T BELIEVE ME WELL THAT YOUR OWN DOWN DEGREE CAUSE I'M 150 DEGREES......
MUCH LOVE
STY UP!
PLF (PEACE LOVE FORGIVENESS)
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