I know who I am, now it's time too develop what I am.... #personalSelfawareness #selfawareness #belief #understanding #confidence #confusion #believe #determination #emotional #intelligence #happiness #goals #openminded #family and so many more..... It is truly #humbling to know that I believe in many different obstacles in life and I'm willing too look them straight in the eyes and ask, "what can I do too better my #situation?" In just this last week I've meet some awesome people that our helping me believe in things I've seen but always been #hesitant to approach.... I've said this a million times and even after my own #failures, "#Nothing #is #impossible!" just takes #hard #work and being the truest with-in yourself (#emotionally,#physically, and #mentally) I will never say I'm better then any one person, I just hope anyone that comes across this post can find the ability to be the truest person for yourself! #lovelife #love #life
Saturday, 10 February 2018
Thursday, 8 February 2018
I just have so many directions
Maybe its that I'm 30, maybe it's cause I'm a 100% single father, maybe it's cause I want better for my son, maybe it's cause I want too be able to help my family.... Whatever it may be, I am so driven to succeed...... I believe that the best way for me too accomplish that is to become my own boss, but that's where I'm stuck.
.. I have some direction but I don't know which Avenues to take. There's hundreds of opportunities out there and there's no reason I couldn't attempt any of these opportunities, but what is it that I'm actually passionate about? I love speaking to people and given a brighter vision on life, as well as helping people be able to see the abilities with-in there selves, "but is that an actual career?" I'm never just gonna give in, I'm never just gonna give up, I'm never just gonna settle, and I will never stop believing, but where do I go from here? I use too think I was just like everyone else but I have something many people at 30, with a dead in job, and really nothing going for them is, my drive, my determination, and this beautiful outlook on life....... I will never give up, and I will keep attempting any/everything until I figure out my passion..... My son brings such determination into our life, I want him too never believe he can't do something, cause if he really believes in something he can totally have it.... It just takes hard work and belief.... You may trip and fall may times but if you believe and put in the hard work you will accomplish anything.... I love you Robert James and I will figure this thing called life out very soon for both of us
Monday, 5 February 2018
Find the strength to succeed
I believe I would be a great life coach
Life is that, "a learning curve!" I feel something greater with-in my life and with-in myself I just don't know how to embrace the voices in my head and from my heart.... I don't fear change, but I do fear failure..... I totally shouldn't fear failure, cause through my life I've failed multiple times ( and I'm not talking about when you learn to walk and you fall down.) I'm talking about getting my GED and having to take the test over 10times, I'm talking about getting my associate's degree so I can join the military and then getting kicked out, I'm talking about moving to California and trying to be a rap star but intead, becoming addicted to methamphetamines) but I have always bounced back...... I know life has a greater purpose for me but I don't know what it is.... I do have a little voice in the back of my head that tells me too keep trying, but I don't know anymore...... The voice has gotten quieter and quieter over these last couple years, and I tend to get a boost of encouragement and confidence but one small failure puts me 10 miles back..... I'm absolutely confused right now, but I will never be confused about being a great parent and guiding my son in the right direction..... Sometimes I believe my failures will be my sons accomplishments but that will be known in time...... I absolutely see the beauty in everything and I absolutely know there so much more too life then this mouse wheel I'm on everyday...... (I'm never looking for a pity party or for a hand out, but too encourage other too find there greatness and embrace it before........) It's never too late, believe in yourself and go for it!
